Tuesday Thinking Thoughts Thunks?

I had a thought that if i was to put out there every thing that goes through my head in a day, maybe i can make some sence of it - organize it - or just dump it! So today you are going to hear all my thoughts, its gonna be like word throw up so i appologize if it doesnt make sence.

I need a sewing maching, its not a want or oh wouldnt that be nice, NO I NEED a sewing machine.
I would like to do more crafts with my kids. But cheap crafts. But not crafts that they just throw on the floor. I also do not want the responcibility of keeping them for them either. I need some craft ideas - good cheap wonderful ideas.
I read other peoples blogs, like tons of them daily and i wonder do people do things to blog or are they just blogging what they do? Maybe im blogging backwards?
My house never stays clean. I just dont understand it. Not even for a full day. I know every one is like this but i just cant believe it. I go to peoples houses unexpected and its beautiful and every thing is in place but my house i can sit there and swear up and down i just vaccumed and all that craft stuff was just put away but you would never know it!! I just wanna pound my head on the wall.
We are moving to Germany at the end of the year and im already freaking out about internet connection and speed if any. Does any one have any info on that? I cant imagine my family having to handle me while i go through PC Withdrawls.
Tomorrow is coming so fast like right now or 41 minutes past right now. What am i going to do tomorrow and what am i going to do for dinner? I want to get out side but my darn allergies just hold me hostage. I can be outside for 20 minutes then im stuck inside a week. MISERABLE! I have to figure some thing out.

Well thanks for reading i think i could probably go on and on and on but ill stop their. I feel like i have a small portion of my brain free that i can fill with other needless info and worries. But before i leave you here is a work in progress the kids and i did today. We will finish it tomorrow. My son is three he did fantastic - stayed focused and followed directions. My daughter is seven - she loved it and would like to do more things like this. And i of course would rather of sat down and did this my "perfect" way alone. On the other hand it was so much fun to do it with them, and the memories all those broken pieces of tile will hold -PRICELESS- as they say!
ENJOY!