40 Weeks and Daddy is home.

Yes today i am 40 weeks miserable, i mean pregnant. I am in complete shock over the whole situation at this point. I had my membranes stripped on Wednesday. That lead to some rocken contractions very consistent for hours and hours but never increasing in length or pain and eventually went away with sleep. Over the last few days i have continued to have sporadic contractions but nothing really. So frustrating. And from having that sweep done i am so sore! My vagina literally feels like i already gave birth. Its so sad how much pain i am in, i should have left well enough alone. I was only 1cm dilated and 50% effaced, nothing really. So who knows when she is going to come i just hope its very very soon. My mom leaves on the 19th and i would love for her to have a some days with this baby on the outside rather than birth her than drive my mom to the airport. Ahhh yes child birth of convenience right? lol!
Daddy is home. He came home last night. He didnt want me to tell the kids and that was difficult. Really, how do you explain to a six year old your at the airport and not for daddy? Weird but we pulled it off. I told her that her and her brother had a package coming and to watch the stairs. Then he appeared the last ones off the plane i could have killed him! Brenna freaked out! Cedric jr was kinda like hey i think i know you but im not sure ok Brenna is hugging you, ok you might just be my daddy! lol! It was so funny to watch the wide range of emotions come and go. I will post pictures later. I gotta get them off my camera.
Today Cedric Jr has been following his daddy around as if his life depended on it. Cedric has been great too playing with the kids and keeping them entertained. Its been a very emotional last few days, i feel exhausted which only makes me sad. How can an exhausted person give birth? lol! Yep back to the baby coming out.
Alrighty well im off to mope and hope for child birth!